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1: You are not lazy, you are ill.

2: You are not selfish for taking care of yourself.

3: You are not arrogant for loving yourself.

4: It’s okay to feel sad, but it’s not okay to let the sadness win.

5: Your worth isn’t defined by if a person does or does not love you.

6: Do not put all of your happiness into one person. Ultimately you have to be your own hero.

7: A healthy person does not wish to be sicker. There is no such thing as “not sick enough”.

8: It’s okay to be alone every once in a while.

9: A bad day doesn’t equal a bad life.

10: Sometimes not giving into your addictions will make you feel worse in that moment than if you had given in, but honestly, the worst days in recovery are better than the best days in relapse.

11: Strategies and techniques are your new best friend.

12: Eating doesn’t mean you’re weak.

13: Not eating doesn’t mean you’re strong.

14: The words ‘f*ck it’ do come in handy once in a while.

15: Your feelings are valid simply because you’re feeling them. You do not need to justify yourself.

16: Never feel guilty for being sad because “someone has it worse than you”.

17: People are not perfect. They will offend you, hurt you and let you down from time to time, but this can be from lack of understanding; it does not mean that they don’t love you.

18: You are not a burden.

19: You have to learn to love yourself before you can fully love someone else.

20: Do not let your illness define or limit you.

21: Don’t be afraid to walk away from toxic relationships/friendships.

22: Do the things you love. Every. Single. Day.

23: It’s okay to be different.

24: Good things can, do, and will happen to you.

25: Recovery is not about being strictly happy, it’s about learning to become whole.

26: You cannot change the past, but you can learn from it. So stop analyzing it and wondering about what you could’ve or should’ve done. Learn to let go.

27: Letting go isn’t a one time thing, you need to do it over and over again.

28: The bad things people say about you, actually are reflections of what they think of themselves, not you.

29: Everything seems bad when it’s 3am.

30: You’re not worthless, you’re priceless.

31: One day this pain will all make sense to you. There are things you need to learn.

32: Ultimately it’s only your opinion of yourself that matters. Do what makes YOU happy.

33: U hella rad.

Things I’ve learned in recovery. (via lindsaylately)

The PharmTech Boogie [rewrite of The Greenback Boogie, opening theme from Suits]

The PharmTech Boogie [rewrite of The Greenback Boogie, opening theme from Suits]

 

See the money wanna stay, for your loans

Get another medication, for your grams

Everybody wanna know, how it feel

Everybody wanna see, what it’s like

Baby wanna deal some drugs, well alright

We all deserve the finer things… except a life

So working on a little job, in CVS

It’s ten dollars an hour when I, pass the test

The boss say you got a little time, and oh my

He’ll be working behind the counter, till he die

Me, I gotta be free, all my life

I want some grapefruit juice, with my meal

Alright…

Yeah! I’ll step back, while you go dance

The pharmtech boogie

Motherfucking boogie

Now I’m putting on a white coat, dealing hard,

Hanging with the MDs, all them dogs

Got me a couple scripts, from the PA

I want grapefruit juice

Order me grapefruit juice

I’ll even eat it with ramen, I don’t mind

Married to a doctor but still busy busy making money

Alright…

All step back, I’m ‘bout to dance

The pharmacist boogie

The pharmacist boogie

Boogie now for me

Say, it affects the absorption, don’t take it with alcohol

It’s called the pharmacist boogie

What doctors don’t say, I say

It affects the absorption, don’t take it with alcohol

It’s called the pharmacist boogie

What patients don’t know, I say

It affects the absorption, don’t take it with alcohol

It’s called the pharmacist boogie

Don’t take it with grapefruit juice either

See the money wanna stay, for your mum

I’ll say it’s gonna put some cash, in that hole

Of unsubsidized loans and, “financial aid”

Everyone wanna consult, what’s it like?

Babe you wanna be inside, it ain’t lies

We all know there’s better things… just not a life

No, I’ll step out, oh I’m done

Doing the pharmacist boogie

Motherfucking boogie

Boogie oogie oogie

Pharmacist boogie

Come on back to pharmacy~

Come on back to pharmacy~

Come on back to…

Come on back to…

Come on back to pharmacy~

Come on back to pharmacy~

[repeat 5x]

(This song is about a disillusioned pharmtech who became a pharmacist, married a doctor, but questioned his/her reasons for being there the entire time, and finally decides to quit.)

Any resemblance to living persons or things are pure coincidence.)

a capricorn’s romance

My favorite type of conversation involves planning out the future. Just a laid-back afternoon talking about problems, conflicts, and dreams, planning everything out, and then making an action plan to tackle everything. That’s romance to me.

I am an insatiable girl. I need a partner who can assist me in achieving my innumerable, disconnected goals/dreams. Someone more mature, with experience, logic, tactic, and a lot of patience for my hot-headed antics. And in return, I aim to provide just as much inspiration and support.

We’ll find each other. Maybe we already have. Who knows?

What a curious game.